Well...

What a shit, tit wank, fanny bashing, cunt sucking time in my life!

Everything is feeling like shit! I'm really not over the one guy I've ever really liked and I feel miserable. He's swanning off with his new fella most likely and after months of not talking to him I still feel like I've got know where at all in getting over him!

And the stupid thing is I'm more pissed off with myself then him because I'm not getting over him! WTF is that all about! And since when have I ever cared enough about another guy to feel like this... NEVER!

And the most pathetic thing of all is I know for a fact I'd take him back in a heart beat if he just said... which makes me not only feel like a complete twat, but makes me pissed off even more because he has upset me soooooooo frigging much!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Baby I love you now and forever x x x

Before I posted a status on facebook... about how certain girls like to remind all there friends how much they love their darling children... It caused several of my friends to respond to this status... So I decided to blog about it.

Facebook is becoming more and more overused. Now some may think I've saying this in a negative way... quite frankly I'm not. It's turning into a machine where by every single emotion you feel throughout the day has to be facebooked and shared with the rest of the online community. Me being a nosey fucka enjoys reading the highs and lows of peoples everyday lives. Whoses seeing who. Whose pissed off with who. Who can't wait to go out with who tonight! Call me sad... but I know I'm not the only one among us who feels every status, is now hard solid fact, merely because it is FACEBOOK OFFICAL!

But to my main subject in this blog is aimed at the mums among the facebook community. The mums who remind us every 5 minutes how much they love their bundle of joy. The mums who post pictures of their little baby having a bath, eating a mashed up banana, having a turd on there bagpuss potty (very old skool btw!). I love it how the new generation of mums feel they have to report to us 10 times a day exactly what there 2 week old new born is doing. Now come on hun... I want to know whose dating who... not baby Kira has just smiled... because come on... lets face it... she most likely has just shit herself!

The more I think about it... the more it actually upsets me... When I was younger, the idea of a networking site would not have even been able to be described... as know one would have any idea how it would work. It would of been seen as more of a Big Brother theory... rather then reality! So my parents couldn't post status' about their precious little son waking them up at 3am because I wanted feeding. My mum couldn't constantly repeat how much she loved me very couple of hours... My childhood must be so incomplete!!!!!!!

Nevermind...

It might not be FACEBOOK OFFICAL, but I know they still do love me :P

Love you Mum and Dad x x x

It's really really not worth it!

Right I'm offically going back to my own ways I've decided... These past couple of weeks have tought me some valuble life skills.

I've always been able to emotionally detach myself from a guy when being close with them... some call it slutty, others say its creating a barrier to protect myself, I call it the best way to be!

If you want something from someone... within reason... you can quite easily go out and get it. When you like someone... things are completely different. You feel like you handling a situtation completely new to yourself, a siutation you seem to have no control over, and the fact you feel like you can't have the person... most likely mates you like the subject even more, wanting something you can't have basically.

Nevermind... you've always got them as a mate... better then nothing.

So fuck it... I'm young, free and single and ready to mingle!

x

Friends with a ex

Is it possible to actuall create a solid friendship with a ex... or is it a waste of time?

You dumped the guy for a reason so why bother trying to make the small talk with someone you didn't exactly want to spend time with... thats why he's now called a ex.

"I'm not ready for a relationship", ppl use that excuse willy nilly. However in some cases its actually true. A solid friendship with someone is nine times out of ten but better then any partnership... don't you agree! So maybe being friends with a ex shouldn't be as hard or complicating as you time!

These type of situations can only work tho if both beings involved both agree. But how do you know your both thinking the same? You can't very well just ask... breaking up with anyone creates all sorts of emotions, hatred, jealousy, angry.

No breakup is usually pretty. So maybe the end should just be the end.

Better still the beginning maybe should have never happened. Maybe friendship is just the say forward. No relationships... just friendships... and sooner or later if that friendship blossoms so be it... but if not... you still have a good friend you can love.

So maybe thats a lesson I've learnt from.

Don't look for love... look for a mate

God I'm one of them?

U know when you and your friend go out shopping or go for a coffee/drink and u see a guy walk past and your mate goes "OMG! My ex is over there, he's such a dick!" Am I one of those dicks! Have I just broke up with someone for no genuine reason what so ever.

They say you appreciate your single life so much more when your in a relationship, but when your single, you think, well I'm not any happier then when I was with them. Guess that's just guilt? Am I right?

Anyway I'll get over it. Suppose I'm being self-centred, I've not even thought how he might be feeling. Then again he could be thinking "Thank fuck that ended"... oh come on who we kidding... of course he ain't thinking that?

Started back at the gym... quitting the cigs... starting a new fresh...

Maybe that month on holiday from my singlehood has done me some good!

Lady Gaga is my life!!!!!!!!

Simple!

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