Right I just had the most ridiculous and spontaneous idea ever, an urge so strong I just had to do it! (No it’s not stealing milk from the neighbours).
I was having a cig at the back door and saw my dog having a great time in the rain… she just looked so happy prancing around getting wet and trying to catch the drips off the car port roof in her mouth. This is when I came to the conclusion about something… I don’t know about you lot (the ones that own pets I should add) that when you look at a animal, especially when your feeling a bit down, and think wouldn’t life be so much simpler if you where in their position.
So I thought I’d take a leaf out of my dog’s book. I put out my cig and just stood in the rain. It was freezing… deathly cold… I didn’t even put shoes on… my feet hurt from the stones underfoot. But for that moment I didn’t care… not one bit… not about the wind… the rain… nothing! Just like my dog! It was just an amazing experience stood their looking up at the rain. You never do that you see. You appreciate the sun and can spend hours soaking it up… but never the rain… when really rain is more impression then sun… sure I do prefer the sunshine… but every so often just experiencing the feeling of the rain can be a truly amazing thing.
x
Tuesday 24 March 2009
Sunday 22 March 2009
Thursday 19 March 2009
The only 3 people awake in the entire world!
Firsty this blog isn't about my situation I experienced last night when dropping my friend Karen off at her house last night at 1am... its about a story I got told today.
When I was born I was a "delightful" baby according to certain sources. I would eat when I needed food. I slept when I needed sleep. I was healthy, happy, a pleasure to any parent. The reason being was because I had to be. My older sister was a bit more awkward, but nevertheless my mum loved us both equally.
What I'm going to talk about is my 4am feed. Like clockwork, every morning I would wake up at 4am and like any demanding queer, I expected to be fed! This was the job of my mother. The woman who carried me for 9 months. When she tells me this story I don't feel she felt it was so much of a chore but something she looked forward to do. She would come into my room and see me in my cot. She would turn on the oil-filled radiator to turn my small front bedroom at 4 Kilburn Grove into a cosy little cacoon. She would then go downstairs and make me my bottle. When she arrived back she to the pre-heated room, she would turn on the radio. We where the only 3 people awake in the entire world... she says. Me, my mum and the man on the radio. This man told me and my mum all about the wars going on in the world... informed us that the Berlin wall was being pulled down... and all other happenings which occured when the rest of the world decided to wake up. But at that moment nothing bad would be happening. How can anyone do anything bad when they're asleep?
I bet she would look at me and think of all the things I would accomplish. "Will he be a scientist, a musican, a footballer, a hairdresser, a fireman, a vet, a drug dealer". What ever the answer to the retorical question was... it didn't matter... since sooner or late when everyone would wake up that interrogative would be answered.
x
When I was born I was a "delightful" baby according to certain sources. I would eat when I needed food. I slept when I needed sleep. I was healthy, happy, a pleasure to any parent. The reason being was because I had to be. My older sister was a bit more awkward, but nevertheless my mum loved us both equally.
What I'm going to talk about is my 4am feed. Like clockwork, every morning I would wake up at 4am and like any demanding queer, I expected to be fed! This was the job of my mother. The woman who carried me for 9 months. When she tells me this story I don't feel she felt it was so much of a chore but something she looked forward to do. She would come into my room and see me in my cot. She would turn on the oil-filled radiator to turn my small front bedroom at 4 Kilburn Grove into a cosy little cacoon. She would then go downstairs and make me my bottle. When she arrived back she to the pre-heated room, she would turn on the radio. We where the only 3 people awake in the entire world... she says. Me, my mum and the man on the radio. This man told me and my mum all about the wars going on in the world... informed us that the Berlin wall was being pulled down... and all other happenings which occured when the rest of the world decided to wake up. But at that moment nothing bad would be happening. How can anyone do anything bad when they're asleep?
I bet she would look at me and think of all the things I would accomplish. "Will he be a scientist, a musican, a footballer, a hairdresser, a fireman, a vet, a drug dealer". What ever the answer to the retorical question was... it didn't matter... since sooner or late when everyone would wake up that interrogative would be answered.
x
Tuesday 17 March 2009
WTF Facebook!
Many of you agree with me here when saying the new facebook is a load of rubbish! The entire layout if you ask me seems to much and I much prefer the old simple version.
Sure the new facebook chance has caused a lot of debates between folk... whether at work, school, college, even if your just on the bus you hear people discussing it... but you hear most peoples opinions... on facebook. You get status' with declarative like...
Sure the new facebook chance has caused a lot of debates between folk... whether at work, school, college, even if your just on the bus you hear people discussing it... but you hear most peoples opinions... on facebook. You get status' with declarative like...
- (Name) thinks the new facebook is wank
- (Name) hates facebook now!!!!!!
- (Name) dunt lik v new facbuk :( xoxox
I'm one of these people who have wrote one of these types of negative statements and since I support the movement to chance the facebook back to what is was... people who are complaining about people complaining about facebook ARE PISSING ME OFF!
The small minority of people who either don't care about the new change or like the new change in my opinion should keep their opinions to themselves! The majority have spoken so therefore in conclusion facebook should have never been changed!
Don't try and sound all contraversial and go against the masses... shut the fuck up!
Tossers!
x
Sunday 15 March 2009
Better then any porno site!
OMG! I have found the most addictive website known to man! Its a bit like postsecret... well its content is completely different but its as interesting as it.
Its www.oddee.com
I can't be arsed explaining what its about but its really good! I was on it all last night just reading all the different topics on it! Its brill!
Anyway went shopping with my sister today to help her buy her a outfit for her 21st. She got a nice little black dress a off white coloured belt and shoes to match the outfit. I think it looks amazing! It's been a really fun day. I saw a really fit guy in H&M! I have a feeling he was a gay as well! Never seen him in there before aswell... then again I don't usually shop on a Sunday so that might be the only day he works... so next sunday... I'll be there! O wait... isn't that stalking lol!
I haven't been out this weekend I need to save the pennies.
But I'm going to toni and kyles tonight which should be fun. Vicky is home! YAY! I've missed her. Me and her are going to Manchester sometime which should be fun!
Anyway just thought I'd let you know about oddee!
Go on it... it really is interesting
x
Its www.oddee.com
I can't be arsed explaining what its about but its really good! I was on it all last night just reading all the different topics on it! Its brill!
Anyway went shopping with my sister today to help her buy her a outfit for her 21st. She got a nice little black dress a off white coloured belt and shoes to match the outfit. I think it looks amazing! It's been a really fun day. I saw a really fit guy in H&M! I have a feeling he was a gay as well! Never seen him in there before aswell... then again I don't usually shop on a Sunday so that might be the only day he works... so next sunday... I'll be there! O wait... isn't that stalking lol!
I haven't been out this weekend I need to save the pennies.
But I'm going to toni and kyles tonight which should be fun. Vicky is home! YAY! I've missed her. Me and her are going to Manchester sometime which should be fun!
Anyway just thought I'd let you know about oddee!
Go on it... it really is interesting
x
Monday 9 March 2009
I'm In A Right Pickle of a Onion!
Here's the thing... I really really really like someone! Like majorly! I'm not mentioning any names but I'm completely obsessed with "Mr X".
Recently I have come to believe that this Mr X could like me to but like all good things... complications get in the way... these complications to I won't discuss.
Now sure I'm happy being this guys friend... because I've rather have a relationship with this guy based on friendship then no relationship at all, but its preventing me from having any other feelings for anyone else!
Whenever I find someone else to be interested in... in the back of my mind I can't help but think "He's no Mr X"!
Its stupid I know! I keep telling myself that but I've also found a lot of guidance from a book I'm reading called "The Power of Now". Its all about finding true enlightenment through the power of the Present and of the Being. Yes it is as deep as it sounds... but its a good read and really tells you some eye opening way of thinking...
As long as I have my book this whole Mr X situation with just get by... hopefully anyway.
On a different note I went watching Noah and the Whales last night. They were really good!
I love my Noah and the Whales t-shirt aswell!
Mucho Love
x
Recently I have come to believe that this Mr X could like me to but like all good things... complications get in the way... these complications to I won't discuss.
Now sure I'm happy being this guys friend... because I've rather have a relationship with this guy based on friendship then no relationship at all, but its preventing me from having any other feelings for anyone else!
Whenever I find someone else to be interested in... in the back of my mind I can't help but think "He's no Mr X"!
Its stupid I know! I keep telling myself that but I've also found a lot of guidance from a book I'm reading called "The Power of Now". Its all about finding true enlightenment through the power of the Present and of the Being. Yes it is as deep as it sounds... but its a good read and really tells you some eye opening way of thinking...
As long as I have my book this whole Mr X situation with just get by... hopefully anyway.
On a different note I went watching Noah and the Whales last night. They were really good!
I love my Noah and the Whales t-shirt aswell!
Mucho Love
x
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